Think thin my lovelies and stay strong. 50 situps, 80 squats, and 100 jacks... GO!
Monday, February 13, 2012
121.0... funny how starving is so effective
Yay for starving. I'm doing a bunch of walking today and maybe some training way later if anyone's around. Then tomorrow I really get back to work. I have a presentation in two weeks and i'm doomed. It's really nice to have days where I just take diet pills and starve. I know that sounds terrible, but to have the luxury of doing so little that I don't need to eat at all is really nice. No boy around to say I'm dumb for "trying to be anorexic" or that I'm already skinny or my problems are too much to handle on top of his own... ugh. Why do people always talk about eating disorders as though no one around them has one and they are certain of this fact? Oh wait... in my case, it's because I'm too fat to have an eating disorder.
Think thin my lovelies and stay strong. 50 situps, 80 squats, and 100 jacks... GO!
Think thin my lovelies and stay strong. 50 situps, 80 squats, and 100 jacks... GO!
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4 comments:
i know how you feel. noone pays attention to me not eating, and noone thinks i have a problem cause clearly im too fat for it. i actually do better when im not home, at home i get bored or my parents are there. busy doing things i can get away with not eating 'normally'
I just read through all of your archives in like three days. Beautiful blog, beautiful thinspo, beautiful journey. You're such an inspiration--I'm a dancer, and seeing how you balance what you need to eat for training purposes with what's just disgusting and horrible is great.
new reader as well and i just love your blog so much!
come back? it has been too long since your last post :(
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