the fat rolls on

hello skinnies. i just started this thing called Evercleanse that's supposed to rid me of otherwise unloseable weight in one month. supposedly, there's up 20 pounds of gunk stuck in your intestines and this stuff is supposed to take it out/off. gross, sure, but i would love to be 20 lbs lighter. the fire caps are really working at killing my appetite. i'm pretty much down to around 1000 calories per day. it's still too many, obviously, but it's not nearly as bad as it was. some days i feel all gross and fat, but other days, i feel a little better. i'm mostly done with my thesis now too, so i'll be able to start working out every day again. sigh. i miss feeling thin so badly. it will happen again... soon.