my fatness, soon available overseas

Sigh. The boy is away for a few days, so I get to starve and train like I should. After the last post, we made nice and all is well and cute and lovely. And now he's off on the road. So here I am to write thinspo posts while feeling fat. Huzzah. Still no word on whether or not I've placed in that transformation challenge thing, but I've been training hard, almost every day. It feels like I don't do enough though. There aren't any results that i find pleasant. My legs are still giant and my hipbones don't stick out enough. My back gets bruises from the floor though, so i guess i'm doing a little better. sigh. i just want to be thin and beautiful.

and soon, i'll get convert my pounds to stones and my dollars to pounds, as it looks like i'm europe bound for studies in september.