Sunday, June 17, 2007

play ketchup

so i'm back with a huge thinspo post to make up for my absence. i am huge and full of more self loathing than when i left. my grocery trip was productive though. 90% negative calorie foods. not bad i guess. i got a good deal of excercise today, but i ate enough to overcompensate. tomorrow, i'm going to the gym. i wonder how much excercise i can really handle these days.

my injury finally healed, so i can safely go back to the gym without fear of truly intense pain. guh. must lose weight before my next bout of travel. i would love to weigh less than 120 by then, but looking like i weigh less than 120 will do just fine. dammitall. i hate feeling this way. fuck.

1 comment:

J00kst3r said...

Welcome back! :] *hugs* Wonderful thinspo!

And come to think of it, I know one of those girls (she's the one pictured kneeling on the carpet with thighs no larger than a normal human leg) from the LJ community I hang around. She sometimes goes by the name of mis_shape. The first time I saw her I was SICK with envy. She's recovering now, but she still looks damn incredible. I wish I had reason to recover too, but I feel about as round as a tire most days. :\