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two weeks of pilates down. i'm still fat. despite my fuckups, i've still been burning at least 50 Cal more per day than i've eaten. so fucking dammit! why does nothing change. i am a size fucking six! that is gross. even my boyfriend admitted that he likes me better skinny. i can't be a fucking flyer because i'm too fat. no acro for me until i weigh at least 10 pounds less. i will have lost that by november. i'm going to keep working harder every day... and this will get better. dammit. epic thinspo post will be up this weekend.