123.8

i think i held on to some waterweight this morning. i'm guessing 5L was too many. I feel kinda funny from that too. if i'm lucky and today goes well, then i'll wake up to 121. i've got either 9 days or til May 30th now to get back under 120.

we'll see tomorrow. i'll only drink 3.5 liters today at eat 800 calories. i can do it. salad will be my friend.

thinspo later. i'm late to class!

over 1000, but under 1500

my weight held again today. 122.8. i doubt it will tomorrow. today was bad.
i worked out really hard though, so we'll see.

today:
1 banana
1/2 personal (5") vegan pizza (no cheese, just olive tapenade with grilled peppers and basil)
1/8 C quinoa
10 slices cucumber
9 olives
2 poptarts Total: 775 determined by fitday.com

3 salad rolls with tofu (not much)
1/8 of one standard smallish slice of veggie pizza (yes, there was cheese)

rode bike to and from school. dance for 1.4 hours. ran for 65 min. abs and pushups for 20. stretched for 10 (thought i would faint).

5L of water. (four if i don't finish the one i've just started.

the morning will be the real test

today was lovely. 122.8!! awesome!

in order from 9am to 1:10am:
1C strawberries (fresh)
1 Clif nectar bar (170 cal)
3/4 cornmeal muffin (250 cal)
1C curry veggie soup (150 cal)
1 med. vegan cookie (125 cal)
3/4 falafel (approx 200 cal)

around 1000 calories.
I did lots of fast walking today. And ran for 45min (felt a little weak). Then I did about 35 minutes of abs and arms and stretching. Then I took a 15 brisk walk.

i so burned more than i ate. and i've had about 3L of water today. not bad. could be better, but not half bad.

if i end up eating anything else tonight, it will be made of lettuce and therefore negative calories. plus, 2 cups of it is like 20 calories.

not as bad as i thought

i am still a total retard though. sorry about the massive repost of practically every thinspo from yesterday. i've got plenty more to make up for it.

so, today's intake

.75 quart grapefruit juice
1 70 cal tortilla
2 slices 80 cal cheese
1 16oz lowfat strawberry smoothie
3 dolmas
2 strawberries

not bad at all. i got plenty of excercise too! i certainly didn't drink enough water though. i'll have to get one more liter in tonight.