gross

i weighed in on the gym scale today. thank god it's notoriously five pounds off. ew. ew. i want to die. 127.5lbs. i know some of that is muscle because all of my 120lbs clothing still fits. but ew! i want to die. 2L of water/day minimum starts again tomorrow. i can't stand this. i have a vacation next fucking weekend to shape up for. i think i'll fast for the weekend. 800 calories for all of friday/saturday/sunday? i can do that. i hope.