almost done and then i can starve

so. morning weight: 123
woke up: 1:30pm
breakfast: apple
1 slice rye toast
calorie free butter spray and sugar free jam (10 cal.)

went to the gym for about 1:30

brunch: 1 egg, 1 pancake 1 mini muffin

snack: 1/4 coleslaw 2:40pm
4 french fries

dinner: 1 Cup brown rice 6:30pm
.5 cup cucumber
.5 cup kalamata olives
1 tbsp olive oil
.25 cup feta cheese
1 tbsp nutritional yeast
10 edamame

snack: one pumkin cookie (7pm)
one chocolate chip cookie

4:00AM
1 slice toast, sugar free jam, 1/4 cup fat free cottage cheese

way too much. i know i burned off every mouthfull, but it still blows.

i don't have to eat after tomorrow/today. i don't i don't i don't. it will be okay. i will be thin again. ana will help me.
thinspo for the morning and to get me through tonight:

i wish i had the will to start purging again