Breakfast:
1 apple
2 80 cal carrot cakes
1 slice rye toast (fake butter=no extra cals)
Lunch/ snacks
12 pieces sushi
2 macaroons
Dinner.. i guess
1 english muffin w/ cheese and egg
1 poptart
Late food:
the other poptart.
3 2.25" mini pizzas (cheese). i don't deserve to weigh less in the morning.
i suck. i fail. half of the eating of food was just to get rid of it because i'm leaving until january. the food needed to be eaten. it just sucks that i had to be the one to eat it. all of it.
and now i get to pretend to be normal for a long fucking time. holiday food. eating at restaurants, eating my own fat filled cooking (for other people, for me it's... well..... not cooked and nonfat), no gym. at least i'll be getting laid.
so i hope someone else reads this thinspiring sendoff to myself.
pre-vacation thinspo:
we are all just pieces like this.
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