the next few days are going to involve scant food supply, moreso than usual. the size 4 L.A.M.B. slacks fit again. now i want them to be looser. just a little looser and i'll be overjoyed. just a few more cigarettes instead of bites. a few more sips of water instead of a vegetable. and i will be in perfect form for this thing. yay!
soon, who knows? i might just sneak myself into the thinspo. that would be lovely. of course i'd see it and be like "ugh, that cow." but i must be getting less. there are signs. this is good.
stay strong, think thin.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
progress... still
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