i'm back in fat

oh screw it. this is all the energy i have to post with. i am so jetlagged. at least i'm motivated now to go to bed hungry. all the girls overseas were beautiful. you could tell that all the fat ones were american... or german. i've finally been cleared by my boyfriend to lose weight. apparently i'm unhappy enough that he thinks i might benefit from trying to get back to where i was. i just have to stop binging. if i just burn 100 calories more than i eat every day, i will lose weight. that's all i have to do. i've got more motivation to skip meals to work too. god do i ever tons of bullshit to finish. more on that later. now it's off to shut my housesmates and go to bed.