Wednesday, October 24, 2007

i don't deserve to live

i am a bad person. a bad girlfriend. a bad friend. i don't deserve what little friendship i can salvage. i hate this. i hate me. i have to lose more weight.

3 comments:

Tim said...

I am with you. There are so many people out there who love their lives and enjoy each day. Those are the ones who deserve to live. But not me. I feel as if I don't deserve this precious life with which I spend all my time depressed about absolutely nothing. Oh how I just want to go to sleep and never wake up...

Anonymous said...

Firstly you need to realise, if you haven't already, your 'perfection' is not perfection as a whole. It is only how you percieve it. Perfection for you is bone structure, true? Perfection for me is for a woman to be more rounded (not over weight though) not boney. Petite (short and small) is also good but once the lower weight barrier is broken it's the same as going overweight for me. You see yourself as a 16.6 BMI? You think it is 'perfection' but you will die younger than if you were at a more healthy weight.

Broken Dream said...

Hi, if you can read it, please, do it...
Don't say that, because you are special althought you can't see it, never forget that.
If you need something or just support, write to me: lucyatthegym@live.com.ar
I have an ED too