Wednesday, October 10, 2007
still fat. now pre-period bloated as well. hate life. tomorrow is a shake fast. i get three servings of shakes tomorrow and whatever kombucha they have at the bookstore. and nothing else. so help me god.
This is a story about a broken girl. Very broken. I love my self loathing, I hate how much of me there is to revile. I am loved. If I could just be good enough for myself. I want perfection. That is less than I am now. I am fatter than perfection. That needs to change. CAUTION TO ANYONE IN RECOVERY FROM AN ED!!! CONTAINS TRIGGERING MATERIAL!!!