|You Are a Great Liar|
You can pretty much pull anything over on anyone.
You are an expert liar, even if you don't lie very often.
i do lie a lot. i tell people i'm fine all the time. i tell people that i like myself and that pro-ana is dangerous and terrifying. but inside, i love it. i love how it drives me to be perfect above everything else. to be thin is to be loved and perfected and wanted and respected for my control. to be thin is to feel control. to feel hungry, to hurt with hunger, to train hard until you body aches and you can feel the muscles starving with the rest of your body is control.
i am a big, fat liar.
oh well. i'm paying for it. i hurt every day from my new workout schedule. it adds up to about 12 hours a week. i'm trying to eat better, eat less, but the pain makes me hungry. i don't want to lose these muscles, but i want to lose so much of my body weight that some of them have to go.
i'm glad that people comment on these. i feel less alone. keep reading. take my thinspo for whatever use you want. we all share.