when it costs too much

Thanks to a comment, the last three are my prog photos. Still tubby, but much better. We're going down to less than 1000 cal over the weekend, training or no. Shouldn't be too hard. I'm too stressed to really be hungry and gnawing need for chocolate loses its excuse probably tonight. But hopefully when the bleeding bloat leaves I'll be even skinnier.

Got in a huge stupid fight with the boy. So I really haven't been hungry. It's totally not my fault either, but I feel really bad for blowing him off today, despite my righteous indignation. I just wasn't ready to let him say his piece yet. But now I'm lonely and angry at myself because I probably won't get to see him tomorrow no matter what and then he's stupid busy through Monday. Oh well. I have a paper to write. Ugh. Do not want. BUT, if I'm typing, I'm not eating, so life is good on that front.

Stay strong my skinnies. Think thin and do 45 squats, 45 bicycle crunches, 45 back situps with 25 jumping jack in between.