Total Calories: 746
I did that for a reason though. My body hasn't been used to massive restriction, and I'm going drinking and dancing later. I intend to dance off today's calories and probably replace them all with booze cals, but I might end up purging the alcohol and that will be A-okay with me at this point. If I play my cards right, I'll just dance off everything today and end up in good, if hungover, shape to really rein it back in tomorrow and sunday.
i don't know what to do now that school starts back up on monday. i train like 10 hours a days, but i'm so pleased to be back on restriction. guess i'll just have to work a little harder and keep the restriction and see well i do.
i hate how easy the difference shows through. my ribs are sharper. my hipesbones stick out more, my stomach sinks deeper when i sit down. my face is thin again. all in 5 fucking days. if i keep this up for a couple weeks, i could have my gap back and then some. cheers to that, hey?
stay strong and thin loves.
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I wish I was were you are now, shrinking away effortlessly. And as of tomorrow, I will be. I am determined not to let anything stand in my way. Here's to a new future.
You're beautiful, don't ever forget it.
Xx. Lillie
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