Tuesday, May 22, 2007
i guess that's better than food. the shoot wasn't so fat looking. at least i get to go to the gym tomorrow. i was just so dead and tired today. it's fucking 5am again. tomorrow's gonna hurt. i've got to work out, so hard. i'm allowed booze and tomatoes and tunafish and pickles tomorrow. any other exceptions must be negative calorie veggies. i just feel like i've failed as an anorexic. it's like i recovered despite my greatest wishes. oh well. booze. coffee. veggies. cigarettes. and WATER. always with the water.