help me ana.

weight: 121.4
intake:
1 large muffin
two doubleshot light
6 sticks celery
10 raisins
5 sticks carrot
1 tbsp pb
1 med apple
1 cup salad green w. red cabbage slaw and olives and peas and paremsan
1 cup sprouts
.25 C nonfat yogurt
.25C salsa
.3C other salsa
10 pita chips

not as bad as it feels, i'm sure, and my guts were plenty wibbly today.
i bought more cleanser pills and i'm trying so fucking hard and nothing is changing. tomorrow will be for less. it's always for less. i just need to be more motivated... and i don't know how.