Wednesday, February 28, 2007
not the best of days
i can't seem to get to class this week. i have to better than this. i was up til five this morning fighting the the last person i want to fight with ever.
i haven't weighed myself for the past couple of days. i'm too afraid. i just know that i have by next friday to lose at least 3 more pounds. he like mes thinner, he'll just never say it that way. every time i lose weight, he says i'm tiny, i'm perfect, that i shouldn't lose more. but then the next time i lose more weight he says the same, never with any concern that this time i might really be too thin. to me there is no such thing as too thin.
here's whole ton of thinspo.