Tuesday, January 09, 2007

crash and burn

tonight tanked. totally. waste of time and starvation. i am full of food. and made of fat.

what i've been doing isn't working. so here is my last try.

wake up
lemon tea
run to gym
work out
run home
lemon tea
occupy time with anything but food
lemon tea
1 avocado for dinner
lemon tea

same for wednesday. i could weigh like 130 right now. gross. that is obesity. i don't deserve to eat. but i keep doing it anyway. oh well, hopefully sleep will make the morning a little easier to take.

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