a breath of relief

only 500 calories so far today. worked out hard earlier. i hauled my ass outta bed and everything. only fruit with one failure (rice krispie treat), but the extra workout burned that away in a heartbeat.

not feeling too spacey either, just a bit tired. i've gotten so much done today. i rock. i got ride of some clothes that i'm too fat for. it hurt to let go of so many skinny clothes, but it's a firm reminder that i don't deserve them. more thinspo for me and whoever else stumbles over this blog. today, i'm thanking ana. that could change. but for now, i feel strong.