Wednesday, August 16, 2006

a vague introduction

I am anorexic. Recently relapsed. I want to vent into a network of people that have the same problem. Anorexia has nearly cost me some of the most important things in my world, but I can't stop. The pills, self berration. I can't buy a scale again. Ugh. This so hard. I need this space. I need to rant. I don't know how much I can say. This has to stay anonymous.

I want to disappear. My lowest weight was 100lbs. I'm 65inches tall. Before I tried to recover, I had exploded to a whopping 120lbs. i want to get down to 110. i want my thighs to be strangers to each other. i want, i want....... this to feel safe. to be writing this. help.

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