so i finished my sushi. i had two beers. i hate myself. i will eat under 800 calories tomorrow. i have to. i burned more than 4000 today though. not bad. the gym isn't open tomorrow, so i have to burn calories all day in a harder core fashion. well, it should be worthwhile anyway. i am so fat. i'm still losing, i can tell. my nightly photos show my progress. yes i keep photo documentation of my weight. i have to get by without a scale somehow. whatever. i will work hard tomorrow as i fell flat on my face again today. grrr. oh well. ana tells me to try harder. so that's what i do.