Wednesday, August 23, 2006

thank god for tomorrow

i will be way to nervous to eat. awesome.

total intake: *near tears* 1759
total burned: 3676

ew ew ew ew ew. i deserve to starve. i need get control back. i need to learn how to drink hot water and/or smoke a cigarette when i'm hungry instead eating. gack. i want to purge, to cry, to throw a fucking fit. instead, i think i'm going to look at the kate moss issue of vanity fair and let self loathing seethe in my bones.

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